Crazy week!!!!!

1. cried on the bed n talking silly things wif dar... wtf! no idea y i cried leh...
2. zam zam came down from pg, yumcha wif mofa, zam , johnny and ling at U village cafe...
3. was so hot walking at pavi wif mofa, zam and johnny last thursday... so we went to drink!! feel tipsy after few glasses beer... n back to work wif the smells of beer... lolz!
4. went to street wear party wif dar on thursday nite... met mofa, ling, zam, johnny, funkzu, monkey, odi, bee, jason, kong, micho, jeff, telwin, tallen, mc bee, fooi, kenji, taizi and etc!!!! crazy!! pls call me social queen! lolz!
5. sonic 2 days! shoulder very pain now....
6. cant believe i french kiss a gal during party! crazy! (dar emo dy... hehe)

just finished a movie call "The Rebound"! good story... itz about a mum(40 year old) and a guy(25 year old)who work as her nanny... they fall in love to each other... happy ending love story...

-recently party alot... drink drank and drunk...

-was so surprise met my sai lou at space last thursday... ^.^

-working, yumcha, club, drink, home, sleep...

-bought a skinny jeans...

-yumcha wif mofa, ling, hanzi, at jln ipoh...

-bah kut teh wif nick on wed, bah kut teh wif odi on friday...

-ayam penyek dinner wif ard n mhmh at sunway last sunday... i start loving the sambal sauce!

-miss sumbody so much but cant do anything

-movie wif justin at ts last saturday

-planning to eat bah kut teh to9 again! (can cause me high fever!)

-cleaning my room, washing the clothes, washing the toilet

random

1. u village cafe

2. valentino's white dress

3. chaumet's book of tiara

4. marlboro black menthol

5. starhill's smoking area

6. heart tat left in the car

7. bed... dreams

8. morning calls/sms

9. 'sound' that have to 'tahan' (we laugh 2gether)

10. gong lou ban min??

11. silly silly silly thingz

12. ask me not to worry, but stil the worriest thing n worst thing happened...

13. "point" and "tniop"

14. ham bao.....

blood anyone?

have u ever tasting ur own blood? n u find it taste special n u start to love it? i did!

1st case,remember when i was in secondary school, been cut during doing some homework.... my fingers bleed, i look at it for a second.... i found the blood was so nice... the color... the texture.... i let it drop on my table, my uniform skirt n floor.... during tat time, im not willing to bind the cut til my frenz were so worry n bind them for me...

2nd case, i was cutting a red apple, i removed the skin of the apple n i start cutting it into pieces... i accidently cut my finger, n im enjoying looking at the blood drop on the apple... the apple whitout skin was turning from white to red again... n i droped some on the floor... my cats lick from the floor...

3rd case, when i was studying biology, there is a experiment of testing blood type, i like to use the lancet to poke my fingers... test n test n test... n helping others to poke thier fingers since they r affraid of poking the finger...

4th case, a cut on my hand, lil bleed, i take the blood from the wound, n apply it on my lips, testing the color... haha, it gave a natural red color for the lips...

now, i ezly can taste my blood by sucking my gum... it taste lil sour, lil sweet...

my blood type??!? hahaha... AB blood in my body...

here r some collection image from me.... enjoy~

nothing

u da 1 who choose, or im da 1 who choose the decision?

i tot i wont b crying after the decision, but i dont care whether im working not, i am crying alone in the shop... try to calm myself wif few ciggies... too much lies, too much sweet talk, too much u... i donno wat we r now... everything was happen too fast n too sudden...

BLAMING MYSELF AGAIN!!!

home alone night

been to puchong just now with bunch of frenz... doing and talking bout real serious things... mofa n ling were so quiet during the journey of sending me home... i guess each of us has lots of problem n things to consider n think... i was pretending normal, steady during hanging out with my frenz... btw, a big pimple on my folehead and another big 1 on back of my neck! serious painful!!

reached home bout 10 mins ago... n i remember that i didnt eat anything today... oh yes, maybe juz my favorite RECOLA sweets only... n cigg of course.... and now, i dont even feel any hunger...

removing my makeup during writting dis blog... honestly, dont really know y am i talking sumthing doesnt make sense now... lolz! maybe itz juz because of i cant do 'sumthing' tat i really wish to do rite now... no connection at all during dis period... so im juz can bla bla bla on my blog and fb... lolz...

was planning to do nautica stars on feet soon... n yesterday juz took of my nose pierce, i know itz kinda ugly due to the hole of the pierce and i really like the nose pierce... but wat can i do? since itz not good to my life...

sumtimes, things tat i wish doesnt mean i can get wat i wish... things tat i see, doesnt mean it is the truth.... changing attitude might b a problem for me, cuz i changed my hot temper attitude since long time ago, now im already try as simple as i possible, but y things stil cant work out?!

waiting

remember u said how come i didnt write sumthing regarding bout u, itz becoz i cant.... n now u know wat happend...
there was a person who talk alot to me last nite, most of the things he talk bout me r not good to my life... maybe thatz my destiny.... i really wish i can trust u, but how can all this happen? u're the 1 who cheers me up when i was down, bring happiness back to me... n now, i dont get it... why is so complicated??
why ppl going crazy n u're going to care so much... wat if im da 1 who go crazy??
everything is going back to basic?? u donno me, i donno u... is tat all u wan?
the only thing u wan me to do is wait.....? n i was so speechless after hearing that....

the past few days

2. mid valley MAC event for 5 days.... 1 word--> TIRED!
3. dar's phone out of batt, waited him at mv bus stop for 30mins, lucky he clever come n look for me
4. during event, every meal also malay rice... every meal also got chicken.... n fucking spicy sambal cause me 2 ulcers!!
5. broke 2 pairs of shoes cause of runing, standing and walking during work...
6. sleep dead everynite
7. miss bah kut teh so much!!!!!!!!! craving now!