happi... unhappi

last nite was very happy hanging out wif jason, tat and hiro.... those funny guyz make me cant stop laughing.... steamboat and sing k...

jason... really miss u so much lo... dont forget the raya trip to pg ah~~

and,

i donno y things can happend till like dis, i was trying to share somthing but you juz giving me negative respone.... i feel so confuse and sad.... im not blaming any1, cuz the time tat we spend together is really less.... at least i can tell u sum of the things i do during u not around.... but u dont seems so happi wif it...

1234

omg.... recently pretty luv dis song call "1234" from plain white T...
feel so relax while listen to it... really makes me smile~

sorry

u r trying so hard to b sweet wif me, but maybe im too indepentend... not really like to rely on people...

i prefer do things alone, tatz y i choose as makeup artist that i tot i can do da job wif my own hand without talking much... but during itz big event or runway makeup... i prefer to hav a good teamate to work to.... it is really fun....

at dis moment... i nit to b alone, work alone, shop alone, watching my face drama, movies and anime alone, listening to my fave music wif all my own....

sorry cuz im not a sweet gal... maybe im adult enuff to takecare myself... but never leave me far away... cuz sumtimes i can feel upset and lonely... i'll nit u when the time is rite...

sorry cuz im a selfish person...