WATEVER!!

-DON'T MAKE ME LOVE U IF U JUST WANNA KEEP ME SECRETLY!

-PLEASE MAKE CLEAR OF URSELF BEFORE U SAY ANYTHING!

-IS THAT WRONG IF I BORN WITH EMO FACE??

-IS THAT WRONG IF I JUST WANNA POST WATEVER THAT COMES IN MINE ON FB?

-IF U NEVER TALK TO ME FACE TO FACE PLEASE DONT ASSUME ME THAT IM EMO!!!

-NOTHING IS SO COMPLICATED UNLESS U MAKE IT MORE COMPLICATED!

-DO THE TALK, NOT TALK THE COCK!

-PLEASE DONT ASSUME ALL MY FEELINGS ARE CAUSE OF YOU!

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don't lie to your heart

it is so true that my best friend arthur saying bout some ppl around me really not educate n unmoral...

i always mention bout i really really that we can hang out like the beginning... but he juz no longer love the music that we both like, no longer write me sweet poem, no longer make me smile... all he did was hurting me, insulting me n laughing me...

last few days when i was chatting wif derek, suddenly feel so bad for myself, i feel so pathetic to myself... i was earning only few hundred amonth few years ago, me n mel promised each other that we can eat better/proper food at a proper restaurant at least once a month after get my pay, n only cost less than 40 bucks for 2 person meal... we were so happy even juz once a month rather than now im spending more than tat for a day, i dont feel happy... i wish i nv meet the guy that hurt me so long n so much...

please dont tell me that im special to u while u're having so much 'special' gals in ur life!!!

from zero to nothing....

this is very hard for both of us in dis kind of situation... i know both of us made alot of mistake... like the way we talk, n we dont even have time for each other... im always bz work n im sorry bout tat...
i no longer call u snoopy dar, i no longer like to eat fish head noodle, n u no longer talk to me softly...
we start argue alot, the joke r not funny anymore...
maybe dis is the end.. thankx for everything, u the 1 who made me imagined the future when im with u...

sleep-less night

standing under the water for almost 20mins during shower... mind empty....
trying to sign in blogger for 10mins because of the stupid line...
looking at the monitor n crying...
trying to rearrange my mind now... but i cant!! fucked up!

WRONG!

i donno wat happen recently that my mood like roller coaster... suddenly happi n suddenly emo...
dis 20th hav to back office meeting, but y after meeting stil nit to go back sogo work wif noon shift? other outlet partimers r only go for meeting n without going back to work? im affraid if i voice out the manager wil get mad... from kl to mv early morning n going back to sogo work til 10pm, crazy!!!
y is he deleting the comments that he posted on my walls?? im emo cuz he nv take good care of himselve, making me feel guilty by asking him to fetch me after work when he is not feeling well... dam! all my fault! n now my fave ciggies became his enemy cuz making him sick... sigh...
no privacy at home, no right to negotiate anything at work, nobody understand...
wearing fake smiling mask everyday and act like a dumb!

1st march ~ 12th march

1. planning to change my cutex colour but the remover bottle was empty
2. fb-ing less than 2 hours aday... (last time can fb for more than 12 hours)
3. acc snoopy dar to buy his BB at sg wang wif his frenz... he was excited and cant wait to tweet using his new toy...
4. mission at ikea failed!! =.="
5. yumcha wif mofa, dar and ling at curve, kuchai's dim sum, oug steven and etc
6. cired!
7. feel so sorry to my snoopy for making him stress bcause of my childishness... but i stil love to eat 'gu lou yuk'!
8. gained weight! wtf!

happiest thing!

i feel much happier after i met him, enjoying every moment that we share together... my snoopy dar~! he make me laugh, smile and overrrrrr~! hahaha.... im crazily in love wif my snoopy dar~!
and im happy that working at sogo MAC also, all the coll r friendly, n i really enjoying working under the makeup atmosphere!
and mofa, pls stop emo la! everytime u cry bcoz of her, better save ur time of crying n go look for a job!!! save some money cuz nex year im waiting a luxury bday present from u!!
(short update for today, preparing to work now~)